I’m feeling like such a piece of shit and that’s because I am.
Just bought all of J.D Salinger’s books. I’m a happy girl right now Omg.
Best thing I bought ina long time Omg
Lovely afternoon with a lovely bearded man <3___<3
I don’t know how seven years is a problem. What is the big deal. If someone that is 19 wants to go out with someone that is 26, why can’t they? Honestly, it depends on how they treat each other. If they truly care for each other why should it matter? Why is it looked down upon? It is legal and they are having fun and enjoying THEIR life.
It’s kinda like he and I are in a relationship.
I go over we lay together and talk.
We watch movies.
We start beating each other up.
We start kissing.
Then we have sex.
After that we just lay together staring at the ceiling naked and talk.
I did these recently. At first I wasn’t gonna post but I’ve been so down lately and just wanting to not be here. So I don’t know here you are
You know moments like this make me feel like smoking a cigarette.
Makes me want to run away and forget about my family.
Makes me want to disappear.
Makes me want to go away.
Even if that means die.
I just noticed that setbabiesonfire and Javier look very similar. It might because the facial hair but I just got creeped out and mad all in the same time.
I really hope I can convince my sister and her boyfriend into going to the outer banks for vacation.
I really want them to like it over there and I really would like them to take me to see my boyfriend.
I just really wanna see Javier.
I had a really nice dream last night.
I wish it was real. It felt so fucking real.
The three of us together going to sleep sounded so nice so my brain took ahold of it and made me dream about it.
Sigh. It feels like forever.
I have to ride buses and trains all day. How great.
Waiting for Javier to come back so we can Skype before we leave.
I’m scared that when I go to the obgyn in the morning she is going to ask why I have these scars.
It’s nerve wracking.
I’m more scared about her seeing my scars then of her looking in my vagina. Omfg
Oh my god so my dad is so like breathing down my neck.
He is telling me to get out of the bathroom and that I’ve been in there long enough. Um bitch fuck off.
DAD LET ME POO AND THEN SHOWER.
I need my me time fuck off you douche.
THIS IS WHY SHE IS MY FAVORITE TEACHER OMFG. SHE IS THE ABSOLUTE BEST. OMFG.
I text my teacher about important things. BUT SHE ISN’T EVEN UP TO DATE IM CRYING.